What’s up y’all? How you be?
Not my normal intro, but hey, I’m in a goofy mood.🤪
I really don’t know what this post is going to turn into, but I felt like posting. So enjoy!🤪
I went to my grandparents Saturday and took more pictures… Well, I didn’t take the pictures of myself my mom did.
I’m going to try my very best to write what I feel and not make it sound like it’s all about me and I’m such a perfect person…if you know me you know I’m definitely not, and I don’t like all the attention on myself.
Anyways… I was looking at these pictures and I realized how much I have changed…
I found this qoute that really stuck out to me:
You glow differently when your actually happy.
And that is so true! If you would have met me 2 or 3 years ago and then met me now you would think you just met 2 different people.
I haven’t always been the way I am today… And I’m not proud to say I haven’t always been the best person to be around. I’ll just put it plain…I used to be a ugly person.
I lost my smile… and if I did have one it was fake. I used to have a bad anger problem, it still flares up every now and then, but not like it was. I could literally kill you with one look… again, not proud of it…😬
I used to never show my teeth when I smiled, but now I can’t smile without showing my teeth.
Don’t tell me that God can’t change you because you have a anger problem, depression, or brokenness, because he changed me! And if he can change a person like me, he most definitely can change you!
I have recently been looking around at my peers and I have noticed that there are a lot of people with the same smile I had… and what I mean by that is, they don’t have one.
And I want to help them know what true happiness is. There is more to life than just surviving…
Recently at youth our youth leader made the graduates of 2020 and the Senior this year raise their hand and he said:
“Y’all are now the leaders of the youth group and you need to step up and lead this youth group and help the younger youth.”…
It opened my eyes, because I am now one of the oldest in my youth group of 40+ kids… I am an example… am I setting a good example? Lord, I pray I am! I have also noticed a lot lately as I’m just talking to some friends and I’ll turn my head and I’ll see several young girls just watching me… It has made me watch what I do now, because I want to be a good example. I don’t want to be perfect, because I will/have made mistakes and so will they, but I want to make sure I am a good example.
I have recently started to step out and talk to the younger youth and grow a relationship with them, because if I can get their trust I can be a good example on them with the Lord’s help of course!!
If I would have had someone take me under their wing at their age, I probably wouldn’t have went through some of the things I did and did some of the things I did. I didn’t have good influences at their age…
I want to see the younger youth on fire for God like the senior youth is! My youth leader just told us to step up, and I’m going to try my best to do it!
Well, this wasn’t how this post was supposed to go, but maybe that’s what I was supposed to say. I don’t know how to end it now…😜
I’ll share some pictures from today after church…😁
Okay, that’s all of the pictures of me for this post! Bleh, I know!😝
Well, I hope y’all are staying safe and have a great week! I love y’all dearly, OHHHH!! Also, thank you all for 300 followers!!! I am very honored!! I never thought I’d have 300 people reading my thoughts.😱🤯 Thank you again!!